A Reply to Jorge

Hey... this would be my first time to do this so here goes...

 "There IS a first time for everything." But who would have ever guessed that it would be this soon? I try to always convince myself that it's probably another trick. Another normal girl that you would happen to say "hi" to everyday. I ask myself if I want to live just by myself and I say, "yes". Being friendly, I always try to make her smile until I grew fond of seeing her smile and never was a day that pass without that smile. Problems would follow but I tell her that it's life. Then she would hug me and say,"thanks". I had loved her...
But I had to stop 'cause it just isn't right... She has so many around her while I have none. Any guy could have given her what she wanted. So I say,"This has to stop". to make it happen, I have to forget about her. erase her completely from my mind. I won't even care if I destroy myself just to keep her out of me.
I loved her too much that I want her to be as happy as she can be...
Wouldn't you agree?